夢想成真。在台灣的海灘聽陳綺貞唱歌。幸福得想飛上天。人生能有幾次機會，在這麼漂亮的風景聽到這麼溫柔的聲音。

在火車上讀Patti Smith的Just Kids，一直保持在路上的感覺，空間與時間都快速變換，只有心是規律地跳動。無法企及的就放開，回到內在，最終總是能通向某處。渴望的是溫柔，溫柔的我溫柔的你。生命本該如此不確定。保持思考保持行動力，快慢如一。自由就是能夠擁有也能夠失去，但不遺忘不怨恨。

Date A Girl Who Travels

http://www.solitarywanderer.com/2012/02/date-a-girl-who-travels/#axzz1vW384MKP

'If she says she loves you, she must have seen something in you, something that can always call her back from her travels, something that can anchor her to the world in the way that she wants to after weeks and months of being on the road.'

Date A Girl Who Reads

http://blitzkreigkate.tumblr.com/post/3246440448/date-a-girl-who-reads-date-a-girl-who-spends-her

'Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.'

'Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.'

'Fail her. ...Because girls who [read] understand that all things will come to end.'

'Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop.'

'You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.'

'If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.Or better yet, date a girl who writes.'

from: http://czarkristoff.tumblr.com/

I hope I can meet a boy that appreciate the trips I have taken and the books I have read. Yes, only to appreciate and know how much they meant to me. I don't hope for a prince that knows everything or experiences everything, which I once think he needs to. And if this long trip must have some meanings to me, understanding how important and pleasurable reading and travelling are to me must be one of them. In some some sense, they are the same. They bring me out of space and time, to meet somebody that you'll never ever meet again if you had never started those journeys. You feel loneliness and happiness in trips and books, maybe at the same time. But you won't forget them. The more you travel and read, the more you understand yourself and the more you can let go, but not everything. You understand what is the most important to you and what is not.

Date somebody who reads and travels. They don't know everything but they are eager to understand and learn :)

'Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.'

my dear you know me the best. even after months, the pics you have sent me hit me in the same way.

只剩下一個多月，開始做功課，開始做我計劃好久的計劃。面對從前的自己，笑中有淚。我是個很喜歡儲東西的人，各種戲票入場卷都留著，餐廳衣物店的卡片還有大量宣傳品，都還在我的書架上。來台灣之前，把最珍藏的一盒寶物拿出來看。裡面有初中時和喜歡的人互傳的信，有那時最最最疼我的好友寫來的信，有自己用來紀錄心情的小本子，然後有每年的生日卡（信），最後，是和前度的信和卡片。那時把所有東西再看一遍，告訴自己要好好生活。

今天開始做「小計劃」的工作，終於開始了。要重溫自己當時寫的詩，今天逐字逐句再細讀，竟然都感動到不能自己。我也是以此為標準來挑選，還有感動的就留下，已經沒有感覺的就放棄。那時開始寫詩，是因為喜歡的人不喜歡我了。好像只流一次眼淚，就沒有哭過。反而開始寫詩。最初都是把想法和感受放大一點，加點點憂鬱，煉成那些字句。後來不知怎的，把生活看到的感受到的都寫下來，這次整理，留下的大多是這些詩。為失戀而寫的詩，好像沒怎麼再感動我了。

這是個勵志寓言故事。

只能活一次，我願意這樣好好活下去。能寫能讀能看能說的自己，再加上好慢的進步，就足夠了。無法改變的部份就留著。還記得的東西就好好記住。揮霍掉的就好好珍惜。如果我愛你，就以這樣的自己去愛你，不是別的。沒有更好的。 

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